Hmph, sometimes I feel like lashing out at everything around me, displaying what I really think, and feel, and then I am reminded. That I'm just so human, so flawed, and that if I let myself sink so low, I'm no better than someone being destructive, perhaps leaving a message behind...but in order to do so, what means does he employ? What sacrifices must be made? What damage would he leave in his wake? Would it undo all that's been done? Would it be worth it? I doubt it.

Time to be brave, time to endure. Time to be patient, time to control. Time to pray.

Why now, the day before tomorrow, when I should be focused, composed, why am I not? Sigh.

Enter - 2008

Happy New Year all! It really is amazing isn't it? 2007 has passed, 2008 is here. I can barely believe that a new year has begun. And we're...at the halfway mark of our university life..halfway from donning the status, the role and the responsibilities that we will hold one day. The lives that we'll take hold of, nurture, care for, all that, drawing closer and closer. Hm, the thought of it is both..awe-inspiring..and...downright scary. haha.

Well, we've got each other to hold onto, in times of hardship, in times of need...and friends, I'd like to take this chance to say thank you. For the times that we've shared, the years that've passed. And even though it hasnt been all that long, you've all made an impact in my life, in one way or another. You've helped shape me. Into the person that I am, the doctor that I might become. Hm..sounds so emo. haha.

2007 was a year to remember. And as usual, I can find no words in my mind to describe it. Maybe it has something to do with the fact that its 2:45 right now. And a day away from the exam that has held all of us in thrall for the past 2 weeks, or more. Well, all the best for that, my friends. Persevere for one more day.